5/09/2005

hi again.....hahax....today eng paper 2......quite easy la....hahax.....but onli got passages sia..... haiz......sianz ah......haiz.....afetr tat we go mac.....den dunnoy gor they all say go playground....*lame*....hahax......den we oso go lor.....haiz......at there sianz sia.....see those *lamos* play wat blind mice ah wat wat wat lor.....den we go hm.....11+ la.....need to go hm earlier today ma....cos my whole family except mi,xy,my gor n xy gor....hahax.....whole family onli 4 of us sia......shuang ah.....hahahx....but my family not here cos of a sad thing.....they go malaysia....for funeral.....of my dear great grandmother.....*sobz*.....i miss her.....she passed away on fri.....den my grandmother rushed in malaysia......to buy coffin oso la.....but buying coffin is in jb.....the funeral in kampong....very far away......take abt or 5 hrs to reach there......it was night....so when they reached there was like morning liao le lor.....by e time my great grand mother got into e coffin was morning le....day light come out le.....haiz....*sniffed*.....si sad.....she was placed on e floor e whole night before the coffin ppl came n put her in.....haiz.....she was fine all along....she was healthy....until the day before she passed away....her heart felt pain....den second morming she passed away....in e clinic of the village....tat place wasn advanced....so it wasn easy ta help her.....she used to be in spore for the past few months....but sudenly wanted to go bac.....haiz......if onli she didnt go bac.....haiz....no use regrettin now....haiz....when she passed away on fri...it was cloudy....dark clouds n it rained a lil too......when she was alive she read a book....saying tat on e day she died....it would be dark n it would rain.....haiz.....so zun.... haiz......why?why does heaven wana take our relatives away from us one by one.....hurting us each time we see a relative or a loved one leaving us....never being able to see them again....wat a terrible feeling......i went to malaysia on sat....i saw e coffin.....burst out in tears... haiz.....sad sad.....tml she will be sent to bury inder the grounds......but im not able to go.....to see her for the last time.....cos of this stupid exam tat came at the wrong time!!!its all so sudden.....haiz.....she didnt even leave any last words before leaving.....she's left without a warning.....she had no one to tok to at her lastest breath!!!sad sad....*sobz*.....guys i gtg.....pray pray here.......pray tat she will rest in peace wherever she is.....buaizzz.......

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