9/20/2005

i had a dream tis afternoon while takin my nap... i dreamt tat.... and actually after de dream i realised tat... tat actually i'm a gal who is trapped in reality,searching for her heaven, wanting to get away from pain and escaping into her world of fantasies where she is the strongest. always confused by wat the world wants from her, suffering inside silently. daydreaming away with a pen or pencil tuicked away comfortably behind her ears, eyes glittered with joy at her dreams as she smiles away in a silly manner. wishing each day would pass quickly and advance towards her path on a milkyway where her dreams n fantasies are gently and carefully placed. her won perfect world where it's all her rules and with no one disturbing as she spraws on the green gardens' soft moss, wishing: dreaming away in her forever fantasy world. i hope tat everyone can find their che cheng jun or han jing shu, someone who would be with them and love them wholeheartedly and care for them, be by them whenever they feel down and share their joys with them whenever they feel good. *heex*.

actually, i'm not really tat gal in my dream. i mean, i don't tuck a pen or pencil behind my ears cos i can't cos the pen can't stay there it will fall out. *hahax*. well of course i'm always daydreaming but i don't smile in a silly manner. ~i do at times la~. *hahax*. ahh! why no one believe tat jin zhi xiu is han jing shu?!!?not fair!! no matter jin zhi xiu or han jing shu, che cheng jn will still love her forever aand ever... *romantix*.

good nite ppl... i'm tokin cok...hope i can dream of something again later in my sleep.... hahax...

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