10/27/2005

sorry frnez....i dunno wats got into me...recently my attitude seems sooo bad...n i'm feeling soo down...so sad n miserable...n i tend to get frusfrated realliie easy...i dunno....n i jus cant seem to do anything properly....haiz...i dunno....i get so tensed up for no gd reason....i'm sorry....i realliie dunno wat happened....i dunno y am i liddat...seems lik after de day tat we 8 sistas sort of broke, i seem to be strange....i mean....i don seem to know myself...lik...hu am i?i realliie dunno...i feel so unfamiliar to myself....n i realliie feel lik cryin everytym...for de very little things tat happens....n oso wana cry for nth....when i'm alone i jus wana cry it all out...but i jus cant...i dunno y...i feel so lonely...i am lonely....i'm lik all alone...i dunno....haiz....hope u all can understan....i will get over tis de....when i find out y am i liddat i will get over tis...haiz.....

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