10/21/2005

woke up at 12 plus today....went to central for a while...abt an hr onli....sian l0r...nowhere to go... no one wants to go out lor...haiz...all so sian de....wat's so gd abt stayin at hm...aiyo...jus stayin at hm to rot?rot n rot n rot?until u decompose?hahax....wat am i tokin abt??mmm....tink i'm krazii...hahax....now at hm damn sian...nth to do...forced to tidy up my room....n fold my clothes...n get scolded by a krazii woman for not wantin to keep my clothes properly....haiz...de world isnt nice at all..esp when u have a biased mum?omg....i don lik reality...i don like tis world....i prefer my world....my rules my dreams my fantasies....my frenz n everything in peace n harmony unlike now....where i have no worries....no bros n no biased mum n dad....haiz....i am jus daydreamin....tis day wud neva come unless i die....well, i can consider dyin....to fulfill dese dreams....but don worry i wont....i will make tis full-of-hurtful-reality world a nice one...make it my fantasy....dere wud be nice laws....u don nida pay taxes n stress over moneytary probs...oh well, i'm dreamin again....all dese cannot be real....*zhi ying wake up!nth can be lik wat u want!* okok....i'm awake....oh...i'm awake...to a world of REALITY n BOREDOM.....kkz i gotta go pack some stuff...den watch tv....yea...okok....sheeyaxx ppl....

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