11/12/2005

hihi...today wake up...den hear my mum complainin le..her teeth pain...few days le...aiyo...den aunt say wana bring her to dentist lor...so i faster faster wake up den prepare n go wit her lor... hahax...go to de one near de old guang yang...beside de mac dere...we go eat mac first while waitin for her turn ma...she went in le so we wait outside lor...wait wait a while den saw darence hoh...muahaha...saw his hairstyle...okok la...hahax...change his slippers too...muahahax...quite cool lor...if is converse den got de converse star den is grey de will be much much betta lor... hahax..but tat's ok le la...hahax...he told me de person at de counter is bryant de mummy...waa... i didnt know lor...darence go register lor...den bryant de mummy ask him is he bryant's fren... hahax...cos she say she got see him b4 ma...den i was tokin to darence den she asked me am i oso bryant de fren..i say ya n she asked wats my name lor...i say le den she say she heard b4...mmm...wat for bryant tell her nehx??mmm...don care la...muahaha...after ok le den we went to parkway lor...hahax...shopped ard for a while...den go eat ICE CREAM again....hahax... yesterday jus ate n now eat again....same one...jus tat today is my aunt buy de...hahax...after tat went to shop ard again lor...see de charles n keith got sales lor...so damn cheap!!!!some of de shoes is lik onli $5!!!!omg omg...i go see...saw one pink slippers...$12.90 onli...den my mummy buy lor....hahax...yeah!!!finally haf slippers le...hahax...so nice...is pink de den in de middle got one heart de....i tink xy know which one i tokin abt lor...hahax...she likes it ba i tink...mmm... dunno la...hahax...buy le go walk ard ferr a while mor lor...went to de harvey norman...saw de ipod de laptop n de hp...all white color...den my aunt told me her fren,we call her joan yiyi...she now krazii over white color....everything white...n de laptop hp n ipod we saw at harvey norman white color de she oso bot dem le...hahax...xiao liao le...hahax...all white white de...hahax...but she neva buy de thick thick de spect white de...wa den soo white so cool...muahaha...tink she wana be snow white n she's oso in search of her "bai ma wang zi" (prince charming)....hahax.... after tat we left parkway le...went to katong eat chicken rice!!!!yeah...hahax...eat until...waa.... soo full sia...hahax...my stomach lik gonna burst le la...hahax...eat le den come hm le lor...


had a relapse....my cancer....sry frenz i didnt tell u...i haf cancer...but tis cancer will not cause death...n is not harmful to body or wat de la...it's onli harmful to my mind...n it onli causes de person to keep cryin...tis cancer is called thinkin-of-de-past cancer....muahaha....i had de cancer after de break up....of de *SISTARS*....i was lik so bored den took out all de neoprints to look ta dem...den i saw de neoprint....the *SISTARS* took together....i started to cry lor...tot of de past... den cry le lor...haiz....it's all a HISTORY alr...but i realliie wan de HISTORY to repeat itself... some parts of it....de happii happii parts...n not de part of de break up....realliie...dunno if it will happen...haiz...realliie hope it willl....haiz....GOD wants us to break...but not me....GOD sux...i don care wat GOD tat is...but GOD jus sux....so cruel n unfair to seperate us...HE has no right to break us up de lor....i mean...it's none of HIS business lor...y mus HE poke HIS nose in n create trouble?!so i say HE sux!!!!to de core...i don care abt HIM mann....i go against HIM...HE wants us to remain seperated,den i will make us not seperated....HE wants to break us up,den i wont break...NEVER!!!!!!even if we look seperated,in our hearts,we're not!!!!no one can ever seperate us....not even GOD of GOD!!!!!!GOD is jus soo selfish....wateva GOD it is...HE is selfish...HE wants ppl to go accompany HIM...HE wants frenz...but HE doesnt allow ppl to haf frenz...wat is tis mann....n de onli way ppl can go accompany HIM is to die...omg....HE wants ppl to die jus for de sake of accompanying HIM?!n dere HE is havin fren ard HIM n not wantin us to haf our fren?! tat's y i say GOD sux!!!!haiz....HE'S worse den any crooks on earth mann....worse den my mum,worse den anyone!!!!!he is de WORST!!!!!haiz...HE'S a great failure mann....dunno how HE can be a GOD in tis way....haiz....n HE treats everything unfairly...haiz....so i treat HIM unfairly too....i say HE sux...HE is de onli one hu sux n everyone rox!!!even de ppl hu kills ppl,hu treats ppl badly,or wateva...all de crooks...all rock mor den HE does...he is worse den biased freakos,de kinda ppl i hate most(lik my mum or mw)...i mean,HE doesnt even ROCK at all cos HE sux!!!!i critisize HIM n i want HIM to change!!!!i don giv a damn!!!!HE'D better not gimme any punishments after HE sees tis,cos HE is de one in de wrong,so y cant i scold HIM?HE can treat ppl so badly,so y cant i treat HIM badly?!n by tis onli i am not treatin HIM badly at all!!!jus critisizin n scoldin...he breaks ppl up,hurts ppl,giv ppl bad lives n even wants ppl to die jus for HIM!!!jus to accompany HIM!!!so HE shud giv HIMSELF a great punishment,not me!!!!

okok...ZHI YING...cool down!!!!don waste ur tym scoldin tis kinda weirdo!!!kkaes...i gtg le...bb....

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