10/18/2006

wad iishh life realliie abt ? jus making frens nn having ppl ard uu tuu plae wiibb uu wenn uu are bored ? denn wad are de frens ferhh ? onlii tuu plae wiibb uu wenn uu are bored? haiis. some frenns miite be liiddat. sometymss ii realliie think such frens whom uu are n0rtt so close wiibb , are better .. at least dey donn kno to0 muchh abt uu tuu do anthh tuu uu .. at least dey donn kn0 wad uu feel abt others ard uu , guudd or bad , so dey kannt possibly tell those others anthh abt wad we feel abt dem.. at least , dere iishh "so-called" loyalty iin dem . iit's n0rtt realliie tat dey haf iit , but dere's n0rtt muchh obb a way dey kann do things tuu hurt uu , iin suchh aa certain wae .. but ii'm n0rtt trying tuu sae tat we kann trust those ppl , c0s deyy are n0rtt close wiibb uu , uu shouldnt reallie trust dem to0 much , c0s uu miite n0rtt kno wad kinda ppl dey realliie are . but also , try n0rtt tuu trust to0 muchh on ppl close ardd uu as well , as uu miite be hurt m0re deeply .. dere are some things tuu be kept jjus tuu urself .. iif uu wann tuu sae wad uu feel abt other ppl , try n0rtt tuu tell anii0ne at all. miite as well keep iit tuu urself .. haiis. dunn0 y ii feel iit tiis wae .. ii dunn0 iif such aa thinkingg iishh riite or wrong , but ii donn kaiire. ii still think iit's safer tuu go tiis way.. ppl do change. uu miite n0rtt kno wad dey will become tomorrow .. uu miite haf told someone ur secrets tuudae , but iif tat someone changed , he or she will haf all tat uu told he or she , outta hiim or her .. yupps. ppl realliie change. great difference between wenn uu first met dem , ur impression ferhh dem , nn n0w .. n0rtt de surface. de inner self obb tat person or frenn , does change .. so , iit's n0rt reallie guud tuu trust to0 much on ppl .. people sae trust iishh de m0st important thing between frens or couples , but ii think to0 much trust iin each other , may cause troubles.. iit's dangerous.. =) =(

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