8/27/2007

ii haf l0ads tuu say , but ii dunno where to start . ii dunno . ii`m feeling .. , weird . empty nn .. ii dunno . 's been a long tym since ii felt like tat .. nvm , it w0nt matter aniiwaes .

hectic day . worked nn worked ferhh de wh0le day . then off tuu shue's ferh hist0ry until late evening . reached ahma's hse late with jus a pitiful few dishes left .. all's eaten up alr . tried tuu do myye poa , but stared at it, did loadsa working but cudnt understand , ii was absent wen cher taught tis new topic last thurs .. tot abt de history conclusion essay tat ii had tuu redo , c0s did de wrong one .. but ii dd0n quite understand wad we had tuu write abt , tearing of papers , writing nn re-writing .. nothing came tuu myye mind . nth seems tuu work right ferhh miie aniitym recent . everiithing's going round nn round , ii dunno wad's happening, ii dd0n like h0w it feels like .

return miie de freedom nn happiness ii used tuu haf .. !

return miie de sense of existence among ppl ard miie .

return wadever ii used tuu haf - liveliness , frens , brightness ii saw everiiday.

fill up the emptiness in miie .

we are jjus hanging on , not moving deeper , probably finding it needless to care aniim0re ..
we're breaking apart , real soon ....

exhausted .. yawnnnn .....



but , still SMILE =) nn welcome everiidae nn face everiithing positively , holding even the slimest hope tat all will be fine ..

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